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| User: | rowdycat (1152414) The House of Rowdy Cat
Creating Order from Chaos |
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| Name: | Rowdy Cat | |
| Birthdate: | 1972-04-18 | |
| Bio: | "What do I care about the purring of one who cannot love, like the cat?" My journal has been private for several years documenting my struggles with Bipolar Disorder (manic-depression), Panic/Anxiety Disorder, OCD, a tendancy for self-sabatoge, and my 20+ year battle with Fibromyalgia. Most of it is now public. This is a scary move for me, putting my deepest, truest self out there for the world to see, since I guard my emotional and mental battles close to myself. But I want to open my world of dealing with mood disorders and maybe help someone else like me or who knows someone like me. Some of what you read will make you laugh, some will bring tears, and some will make you want to shake me into reality. You will witness my deepest moments of despair - when I turn most to my journal - in the struggle to grasp that medium between black and white, as well as my elation at small triumphs and breakthroughs. Welcome to my mind, my world, The House of Rowdy Cat. *** my mind is a bright blue sky obscured by gray clouds only paralyzing lightening allows me to see the sun the stars the unreachable overwhelming light is extinguished by tears of unbearable happiness shadows fall beneath the clouds i forever walk alone ~ age 14 | |
| Memories:: | 181 entries | |
| Interests: | 99: adderall, aff, antiques, art, astrology, bi-polar, bi-polar disorder, bi-sexuality, bipolar, bipolar disorder, bisexuality, books, buddhism, cats, cfs, charcoal drawing, chronic fatigue syndrome, clubs, collectibles, cooking, culture, dancing, depression, diversity, drawing, drugs, eastern religion, effexor, einstein, faith, feline, fibromyalgia, flexeril, fms, god, guinness, haldol, hallucinations, hell, history, humanities, humanity, internet dating, ireland, jung, kahil gibran, kama sutra, karma, klonapin, lamictal, lavalife, lifestyle, live bands, ll, mania, manic, manic depression, manic-depression, marijuana, men, mental disease, mental health, movies, music, nerve, obsessive compulsive disorder, ocd, online dating, pets, philosophy, phoenix, politics, provigil, psychiatry, psychology, pubs, reading, reincarnation, relationships, rising phoenix, schizophrenia, scotland, seroquel, sex, social anxiety disorder, social phobia, soul, spirit, spirituality, swingers, swinging, tantra, tantric, technology, topamax, travel, weed, women, writing | |
| Schools: | None listed | |
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| Mutual Friends: | 9: argonautx66, athena_51, elementxero, justahuman, lonecellotheory, parasite_goth, probunt, shaden, thisdeadgirl | |
| Also Friend of: | 3: healthyhalia, ladyarwen33, mirshaan | |
| Member of: | 3: addme_adult, lovecraft78, paidmembers | |
| Account type: | Basic Account | |
